dunno what to say. just need to do something. so i guess what i'll be blogging would be crap?
honestly, the more i think about it, the more i feel i can NEVER ever measure up to him. and that he will see it sooner or later and then..... +sighs+ i dunno. i wanna ask him stuff. LOTSA stuff! but i don't wanna scare him away by making him feel i'm pressurizing him
--* imperfect unsatisfaction 23:23 *-- [.//cry out**
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